Today I got to tell him my breakup plan. He agreed to try, and I hope he really does. If not, fuck that too. I wonder how difficult it is going to be to put me first for the next 30 days when he probably has not done it for so long. On my part, I know it's going to be so so difficult, because I am going to have to extract, verbalize, convey and then destroy all my desires and wishes that I had/still have.
How exciting. Sigh.
Conversation with Kevin helped though. Also Isabel is finally back so maybe catching up with her would help too.
Today was museum, Fort Canning Hill, my favourite carrot cake, and durians.
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Letting Go #3: Today I let go of wanting to share and explore Singapore with him. Thanks to the visit to Fort Canning Park and National Museum, all I could think of was how much he'd enjoy some of the amazing photos in the exhibition, as well as the Japan Film Festival, and how pretty I had once hoped to show him Singapore is. Thank you for once filling my thoughts whenever I went to a pretty new place.
How exciting. Sigh.
Conversation with Kevin helped though. Also Isabel is finally back so maybe catching up with her would help too.
Today was museum, Fort Canning Hill, my favourite carrot cake, and durians.
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Letting Go #3: Today I let go of wanting to share and explore Singapore with him. Thanks to the visit to Fort Canning Park and National Museum, all I could think of was how much he'd enjoy some of the amazing photos in the exhibition, as well as the Japan Film Festival, and how pretty I had once hoped to show him Singapore is. Thank you for once filling my thoughts whenever I went to a pretty new place.
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