After a lovely fast food dinner with the brother and a hour nap, I am ready to tackle this world again. Unfortunately the moment I turned on my comp there was a prompt that I'd usually ignored, but today it struck me so I clicked it. Ah pictures, my eyes my eyes. Okay time to let it go, not before one peek of more evidence though haha. Wow not bad, he restrained for one whole week before taking pictures of them spending time together? Lol.
I am resolved to go through this 30 days of salt washing for my wound. I wonder if he will be able to keep it up. I have to be careful not to become Aunt Agony though, after today. Eww, feeling like ants crawling all over my skin. Even though my response had been nothing short of magnanimous and actually very sincere, it's slightly too much information and too quick to know this kinda stuff... even for me.
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Letting Go#7.2:
Today's a huge milestone, letting go of a couple of things, which include: KKT notifications (which might not really count cuz I still constantly checked it, but all in good time); his family and friends (thanks FB); DropBox ( pics of her and whatever the hell they're doing together? no thanks); reaching out to several close friends/mentors/coworkers for advice - just being able to say it really helped hehe, not to mention hearing everyone's anecdotes and varying advice was wonderful. :)
Also, the conversation with Egg really helped - he's saying all the stuff that my head and heart has been saying for a while now, but which I've tried to suppress. I was also finally able to admit to someone about the feeling of being set free now. Time to fly girl :)
I am resolved to go through this 30 days of salt washing for my wound. I wonder if he will be able to keep it up. I have to be careful not to become Aunt Agony though, after today. Eww, feeling like ants crawling all over my skin. Even though my response had been nothing short of magnanimous and actually very sincere, it's slightly too much information and too quick to know this kinda stuff... even for me.
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Letting Go#7.2:
Today's a huge milestone, letting go of a couple of things, which include: KKT notifications (which might not really count cuz I still constantly checked it, but all in good time); his family and friends (thanks FB); DropBox ( pics of her and whatever the hell they're doing together? no thanks); reaching out to several close friends/mentors/coworkers for advice - just being able to say it really helped hehe, not to mention hearing everyone's anecdotes and varying advice was wonderful. :)
Also, the conversation with Egg really helped - he's saying all the stuff that my head and heart has been saying for a while now, but which I've tried to suppress. I was also finally able to admit to someone about the feeling of being set free now. Time to fly girl :)
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